back to blog. =) having a damn terrible headache ytd due to days of irregular sleep. irregular sleep caused me constipation too. T.T this feeling is much more worst than being sick. its even worst if headache and sickness reports to you at the same time. ke lian de zk.

27.07.06
3 rounds of mass run. stella, jun, rui n zhen was late for sch. purposely late for mass run i shall rephrase. hahas. oral was fine. or at least i tot it was fine~ hahas. after that went to meet shengbingledezk. then home i went. =) 26.07.06 was my lil bro bday. i haven got him a present. it wont die right? lols.

28.07.06
ms ng had pms. she almost blew her top during maths lesson. wadeva~ having a damn terrible headache when sch ends. bought S.H.E cd and sticker then to kiddy palace and saw new stocks of TAMAGOTCHIs!!!!!! went to meet zk to have lunch. after that went to have a look at the TAMAGOTCHIs and decided to wait for pink and black ones to come then buy. hahhas. home sweet home after that. headache is still killing me. dinner time, yeahs!!! mummy cook yam rice! ate, watch tv until 11. cant stand the pain. and off to sleep i went.

TODAY
woke up by mummy at 1030 to go carry her market stuffs for her. then home, had lunch and sat infront of the computer until now. headache starting up again. msn with rui and zk just now. xiaorui~~ relax.. hahas. then zk reminded me not to bang my head against the wall. lols. but i really feel lyk banging lurs~~ T.T

stupid la. i seriously haven had such terrible headache for years until ytd. its due to irregular sleep i suppose.

i still have testimonial to write. i still have a news report to write. wth. if only i am a witch. muahahahas~ im day dreaming again. gtg. cant face com anymore. or else i'll really bang. tatas ppl!

watched Pirates of the Caribbean with zk ytd. its funny. i find that its kinda lame when they get to fight. from shore, into forest (or smth ard there), then to shore again. its a one big round can. but its funny la. lol. as for the ending, i suppose its from the 1st part. so i dont quite understand due to i did not catch the part 1. what a waste. i shall catch it for the rest of the parts. =)

im lazy to blog for the rest of today. i feel lyk closing this blog down since i'm lazy to blog. should i?

- why is the freaking feelings always there? WHY?! what holy sh*t am i thinking about? what sh*t am i scared of? SOMEONE TELL ME!! someone assure me..

sch was totally bored today until stella went "ohya. emilene, i saw this and tot you wanted to have a look" then she started to take out that thing that she mentioned.. so i tot wad was it, i turned my head away for awhile. then here came this *BLING* *BLING* *BLING* into my eyes. i saw the paper with the information about TAMAGOTCHI~ i totally perked up lurs~! hahas. there is this 2 new pattern. one in pink (abit transparent). and another is a milky coloured background with small lil adorable pink pics on it. DAMN!! im waiting for the damn metro and kiddy palace to come in new stock. ARGHH!!!!! i want it now!! i want it now!! i want it now!!!!!! nvm~ i'll wait patiently... hahas.

phy test on friday! i think it went fine? i lost afew marks lurs~ sickening.. gng through phy craps with him then found out K.E.=1/2mv2. instead of having that written down, i written it as 1/2mv. WTH!! forget it~ i shall LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES...

anyway~7th lunar month will start from 1200 midnight. it'll last till end of sept i suppose? oolala~ na-mo-oh-mi-tuo-fuo. but heard ppl say you dont say all these to scare things away but scold vulgarities? hahas. nytes ppl~!

-you shall assure me im not dreaming~~ <3!

phy test tml. im gonna fail. gosh. i promised him t study hard. however, i dont feel lyk studying now. lmao. sorry.. i'll study tml morning. =.-''

stomach cramp for the whole day. its a damn sickening feeling. i wonder why is it so that whenever i have tummy ache, i'll have the urge to sleep. lyk now.

"good things will come after bad things happens to you" zk's theory. hahas. it'll come true if you choose to believe in it. i believe. =)

and all you got to keep is strong,
move along move along
like i know you do.
and even when your hope is gone,
move along move along
just to make it through~

the post for today is full of rubbish because i've got nth t write and i dunnoe what to write. hahas.

honey~ ahh sugar sugar~
i wanna hold your hand~~~

retro retro!! hahas. its a nice day today~!

it has been afew days since i've blogged. ok. i shall start from saturday 15 July 06

Saturday
stayed at home whole day (and i meant whole day k) to finish up my coursework. FINALLY finished it at 2am plus (so early right?) on sunday morning.

Sunday
MY DAY WITH MY DEAREST IRIS AND AH GER!! i just love them lyk hell. (: we didnt took any photo on that day. Awww... so sad.. but nvm~ we had a fun day. reached iris hse ard 11-12? had abit of lunch. then ah ger came. off we went to our window shopping~ well, its QUITE window la. not quite shopping also. X= Suntec is the place we went. reached there, ate and ate. TAKOYAKI is one i would NEVER NEVER NEVER miss.. xD omg... went to look for tamagotchi. but all was sold out. dammit. i want the pink one!! T.T

ah ger wanna go to the place full of the "tonk tonk" (is wad I call it.) machine. where you tonk ur coins in, turn and "plop" the ball comes out and you see the stuff inside if it is the one you wanted lots. because of her influence, me and iris went to tonk also. i tried my luck la. saw this fasterner thingy with devil melody etc in it. i decided t give a try. PLOP* the ball came out. it was the devil melody! first person i tot of was net. lols. so i saved that one for her. tonk again for myself. PLOP* i got melody~ its CUTTTEEEE~~! hahas. afew more tonk-ing and went to collect cake and off to grandma bday dinner venue.

after all the eating at suntec, im scared of the foodSS for dinner already. but it was SHARK FIN k.. then there was this damn hell nice TOFU of theirs. so there i go again. YUM YUM* gosh.. i've got to cut down.. Y.Y went home. had a small* quarrel with mummy. didnt talk after that.

Monday
schooling again. it was normal. =) ohya. i finished my coursework! so happy. so mrs chan asked me t went ard to help out ppl who haven finish. i was so free can.. xD after sch tot of eating the CHEESEBALLS~~ drooling* but i had t control la. in the end, bye bye cheeseballs.. to causeway with stella and rui. met zk there. movie time! re-cycle. the sound effect scares ppl la. rui n stella bumped into each others head when they got scared. lmao. its so funny can... xD but the ending was quite... un-understandable? home after that.

Tuesday
pe in school. had 2 rounds of running ONLY after all the fats i had stuffed into me.. i was lyk. huh... 2 rounds only how t burn? argg.. chapteh and the "straw" ball (is that what they call it?) game. wth. jun can play it so well.. i suppose we have to focus on the ball/chapteh and our leg? DUHS. wad am i talking. T.T home. theres hwk to be done. since im a gd girl, i shall finish it. well, not really though. finished the gong han. and halfway through bao zhang bao dao. went t bed. its a nice day~!

Today
last min rush bao zhang bao dao during ss and recess. everything done. haas. laughing throughout the next half day of sch with all the craps done by the mushfrogs~. tummy was damn pain. lmao. its a nice day~!

somethings will be known someday. SbR is my status. hahas! winks*

ok. honest confession by rui, the door of the cupboard was kicked by her. not stella. SORRY STELLA! hahahas.

alright. oral ytd. it was scary can. as i talked, i smiled at the invigilator. she just looked at me as if saying oh. ic. so why are you smiling at me? so i tot woah. so dao. i nearly faint while talking can. i dont know what happen to my body system at that time, it seems to be on a "standby" mode. then suddenly, everything seems to be blurred and spinning. its scary. so i took a deep breath, things start to get better. so its actually a result of "brain lacking oxygen"? overall, i think its fine. im able to get a merit? or even a DISTINCTION! ok. fine. im dreaming again.

but hey! day-dreaming rocks can. everything is just so perfect in there.. aint it nice to just lie to yourself for a moment? hahas. i just damn LOVE day-dreaming. wink* but again, who knows if i really got distinction? well, a merit is enough for me maybe? HAHA!

anyway. anyone knows which pretty place sell TAMAGOTCHI?? gosh. the colours left now is so ugly. dont say im childish. coz everyone has a child in them OKAY~! cheers!*

-im not dreaming this time. i know you know. its enough. ;]

mrs chan was on leave ytd. so coursework datelind was postponed to friday! how nice. =)

im having oral on thursday. ji dan. im afraid my tounge will be tied on that day. feeling abit panicky already. i wonder how was zhen's and rui's oral today..

i now hereby announce that i have no more nose and an injured lips. lmao. ytd, we had fun in class playing "heroine cum victim saving the 3 girls from being locked up by some beast" game. let me introduce.

beast: qing bing, (the leader) niao niao, euson, yu ze, johnson. the rest i forgotten.
3 girls: none other than rui, stella and jun
heroine cum victim: emilene.

story starts.
the 3 girls are trying to squeeze into the cupboard. heroine was playing along with them. but not that crazy. the beastSS rushed over wanting to lock the 3 girls up who managed to squeeze themselves into the cupboard. the heroine wanted t save the girls by pushing the LEADER BEAST away due to "it" was holding onto the long metal bar which would seal up the door. girls started to frantic and so, started kicking the door. but other beastSS was still holding onto the door. heroine's face was facing the door at the time. beastSS decided t let the girls free. thx to the kick of stella, door flung open and WHAM* hit heroine's nose.

T.T my nose is flat enough already. a WHAM* made it even more flat. fine.

bball for pe today. i wanted to shoot into the you know what is that called la. who knows, it rebounced. rui tried t catch hold of it but missed. the ball hit the floor, then bounced up and POK* onto the nose AGAIN and my lips. so you see? its already "even more plat" and POK* there is no more nose. GRRrrr...

thankfully, there is no hwk today. so im able t go t bed early~! CHEERS* because i haven benn able to slp right on the dot 10pm ever since sch starts. thus, dark circles getting damn darker and darker causing emilene to get uglier and uglier!! OMG. i cannot let that happen. SOOO, im off t bed now. CYAOS!

im bored. im totally bored. facing the computer whole day makes my head spin. i've been doing e coursework whole day. there is still mt, eng, and maths hwk to finish. im wondering since when did i learn t care about all this hwk(s)? my brains are finally cleared of rubbishes. i think. haas.

my aim for N:
eng : 4
sci : 2
maths: 1
total : 7

hahas. i'll not just say k! i'll do it! hahas.

i wanna blog today full of stuffs. but i can think of nothing to write. so i'll stop here for today. nites!

to BITCHY MS LAI XIAO RUI, this is espically for you. i think this is how everyone who cares for you feel towards you. listen to the song. look at the lyrics. its simple. but it hold deep meanings. =) everyone cares for you. so before you think of stupid things, do come and listen to this song yea? it'll remind you that alot of ppl cares for you. MUACK!

Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

this song was introduced by LDS. and he told me to use my hearing sense to figure out the lyrics. but i did not, instead i went to look for the lyrics and found out it seems to be espically dedicated to XIAO RUI. saw this rui? dont forget our "CONTRACT" k! =)

i've never once knew how you felt. and you asked me to try to understand you when you told me NUTS about your problems. now, you need NOT tell me ANYTHING. and i need NOT understand you ANYMORE. come on. face the reality. nothing is forever at this age of ours. to me, time wont turn back or stop for your grieves; feelings will not return for your regrets.

today is a freaking pek chek day lurs. well, maybe not so. its still damn pek chek lurs. the bangalas. the disgusting fat malay uncle. the cut queue auntiesss. curse them all.

set off with mummy n chen jun yuan (my idiotic lil bro incase anyone is curious. and also, that is his han nu pin yin name which is how it should be pronounced in chinese. his eng name is Walter not included in his B.C Tan Chun Guan. i've nv mention his name before did i? so this, can be counted as an introduction? haas. AND, he is really VERY idiotic.) t lunch before my grandma hse at 1 plus. reached there at 3 plus. went off at 6 t meet daddy at world trade.

here comes pek chek case no. 1.
bus no. 65 came (which was the bus i was suppose t aboard) i was queuing up to board e bus. then a aunty came and stand right infront of me lyk i was invisible~. nvm. so i boarded the bus. when i wanted t get down, the same thing i did (queue up for my turn to get down e bus). ANOTHER aunty rushed infront of me again t get down frm e bus (as if the bus was loaded with NUCLEAR BOMBS which are about to blast off anytime). the boiling larva reached my knee cap.

pek chek case no. 3.
reached worldtrade centre. had dinner, went shopping. while i was walking, i tot i saw a big black ball rolling towards me. but it was the disgusting fat malay uncle. he gave out the burping sound while walking towards me. (and he was directly opp me k) i THOUGHT ( noticed i capitalized the word THOUGHT?) he would be gentleman enough to kindly turn his direction of walking to let ME through. but the B.B.B (Big BlackBall) kept rolling and rolling closer (until i feel like catching the B.B.B and throw it to another side and shout stop playing with such BigBlackBall lurs~! but i know im unable to carry that B.B.B up lurs.) until theres only a very very very short (and i meant short) distance between us. so i'll be the "gentleman" and let him through lurs. fuckening fuck FUCK! disgusting B.B.B! boiling larva went up to tummy.

continued to shop. bought a brown top with a crown and the word "princess" on it. nice. =)

on the way home. pek chek case no. 4.
going home finally. went to take mrt. again, i queued up to scan my ezlink card so tt im able to get in. i was behind my mummy. suddenly, this idiotic uncle came and stood infront of me. N.E.V.E.R.M.I.N.D. mummy had some probs with her scanning so she had t take out her purse to scan again (coz her purse was in her bag while she scan and it did not work). that idiotic uncle seems t have worms in his butt ( and it seems as if the worms are crawling about making him uneasy) tt he cant even wait for afew seconds. he made that irritated sound and went to another machine t get through. i was thinking hello? u idiotic-ly cut my queue first and yet you still dare to make that idiotic irritated sound and give tt idiotic face then idiotic-ly walk away with tt idiotic impatient attitude? god damn this kinda person. boiling larva rose up to chest.

pek chek case no. 5.
into the train we went. we've got to alight at yishun and get into e opp train. the stupid bangalas stood happily at the door tat lor-ing when there were so many spaces in the middle of the train. so we got to squeeze into the unoccupied spaces. when we squeeze in they are still smiling away! smile at me summore! i freakingly gave them a hard stare. guess wad? HE CONTINUED TO SMILE TO ME~! WTF~! this disgusting short-skinny-black-bamboo! boiling larva shot up to 98%.

luckily, that was the last one. phew. went home, took a cold shower, everything was cooled down. =)

task for tml:
1. do mt hwk.
2. revise for Chem!
3. F&N coursework to be done as much as im able to.

nites everyone!